Ashish

हिजो म १६ वर्ष पुगेछु। आमाले भन्नू भएको, अब यो घर मेरो हैन रे। बाल्यकालिन सोच ,भावाना र उटपट्याङ्गले कहिले म १६ बर्ष पुगे अनुभव कमै गर्न सक्छु। भावनाका फुलहरु मेरो मन मस्तिष्क मा बिजारोपण गर्न थलेका छ्न। बिहानी को घाम फरक देख्छु  ,मलाई नै गिज्याएर टुलु टुलु हेरि रहे जस्तो लाग्छ ! कती मीठो समय । नयाँ लुगा, श्रृङ्गार का सामान देख्दा म कति खुसी छु। आमाले एक एक गरि मलाई सुन्दर बनाउन मा आफ्नु समय खर्ची रहनु भएको छ। आर्काको घरमा भनेको मान्नु पर्छ रे, जे भनेनी सुन्न पर्छ रे आमा मलाइ एक एक गरि सिकाउदै हुनुहुन्छ। म चुप लागेर सुनी रहेकि छु। म त नयाँ लुगा लगाउन पाएकोमा खुशी छु अनि आमा बाबा आफ्नु जिम्मेवारी पूरा गर्न पाएकोमा। फरक छ धेरै फरक। बाजा गाजा सहित घरमा नाज गान छ अनि मान्छे आफन्त को भिड , मलाइ भेट्न ललिता रिता र कृसन आएका छन , म त पराइको घर जान लागेको रे ,सँगै खेल्न अब म पाउदिन रे अनि कति कति कुरा भनेका म आधी भन्दा धेर कुरा बुज्दिन तर म मेरो नयाँ लुगा देखाएर दङ्ग छु । हे र त मेरा नयाँ लुगा सबै एक ढक्क भएर आरिस गर्छ्न म गजक्क पर्छु । आमा भित्र आउनु हुन्छ , सबै साथी हरु बाहि...

कोइलाहरु बढी रहेछ्न आमा थपिरहनु हुन्छ अगेनामा दाउरा सुनाइरहनु भएको छ ती, छोडिएका पाइतालाका डोबहरु, थिचिएका भावनाका पखेटाहरु समाजले दिएका अनेकौ बन्देजहरु । रोजाइका हिडाइ प्यारा हुन्छन अनि यादहरु अझ मिठा , कहिलेकाही थकित दिनहरु अनि कामहरु बैराग लाग्छन, पाइतालाका छालाहरुले साथ दिन छोडे झै समय आफ्नो बन्न छाडे जस्तो लाग्छ । ननिदाएका अनेकौ रातहरु नखाएका अनेकौ छाकहरु सधै दिएर जान्छन जिवनका मिठा पाठहरु । घृणाको आभास पिटाइ र जड्याहाको साथ फेर्न सकिन्छ मुहार सिकाउदै जाउ मायाको पाठ परिवर्तित समय र तिम्रा आश डटिरहनु केलाउदै मिठा मुसकानका साथ । आमा भन्नहुन्छ घाम अस्ताउछ अनि फेरि उदाउछ आशा मार्नु हुदैन । अध्यारा रातहरुले चम्किला ताराहरुको अस्तित्व जोगाएको छ । उज्याला दिनहरु पनि उल्लू लागि खास हुदैनन अस्तित्व बोकेको छ माटो ढुङ्गा अनि यी रुखहरुले । त्यसरी नै अस्तित्व बोक्छौ तिमी र तिम्रा सन्ततिले पर्दाहरु उगृएक छ्न मेरा आँखा र मनका । म सुनिरहेछु, अगेना र मेरो मन न्यानो भएको छ ।।

निरन्तर हेरिरहेछु म, बाटा, खाल्डा बाटा र पाइतालाका डोबहरु उभिरहेछु, एक्लै यो साझँमा तिमिले दिएका यादहरु सङ्घालेर श्रृङ्गारेर माया अनि बाध्यताको खेल, गन्द आहि रहेछ अझै तिमी परको बस्तिवाट । खै, निरन्तर भयभित छु आफु, म बाट । उभिरहेछु हेरिरहेछु भावानाका भयभित खेलहरु आफ्नै रोजाइमा क्रोधीत आत्महरु, चल्न कोसिसरत सुशासन आत्मकथित भावानाका भविस्यहरु उहीँ पाइतालाका डोबहरु कुल्चिएर निरन्तर क्षितिज पुग्ने आशामा ।।

                   "Are we under the privacy threat with the increase of digital gadgets"    Couple of videos watched, I went through the few article. They were all talking about the privacy threat, security issues, and hacking of information with the increase of digital gadgets and social media. All information nowadays is posted. I just visited Los Angeles, photo uploaded. Live video I am at Barcelona football stadium. literally posting and saying whatever we are doing through social media handles. We can easily get information about people. Even banking transaction has come through the gadgets now. Everything is open. Email hacked, Facebook hacked, Twitter handle hacked, Credit card hacked. The news is everywhere. The personal information is used to assault the young girl in northern California. The girl committed suicide in India since her naked pictures went viral on social media. The...

It's a request to every parent to stop discriminating against your child. When will they learn and grow from, if you are teaching to discriminate them from home? She is 14 she just wants to study why don't you understand that simple request of her? why? you only hear your son saying he wants a bicycle and all those necessary tools just to play. Why you are handling cowshed and all the household works to a child who wants to grow. when you will learn all these dear parents so that she can live the life of her dreams. She will end up being like you and suffer in life. Let her study and her dream flourish. She can run the bank tomorrow. she can run the country Can become an engineer, doctor and many more. If you stop her today you are stopping her future to grow and her brain to stop to dream. parents look at her smile. with all those pain in heart, she is still smiling. she still wants to live her childhood like her brother is living. she wakes up at 5 and go to the cowshed an...

                                                                                                  ''I enjoyed, I attached the peaks that life can give'. G uess what, It's raining. Yes, It's pouring down the water from the beautiful sky. My favorite place to be. I like the sound of water falling. It is so peaceful. It resonates with me . I find, nature is like talking with me. The wind is teasing me. I enjoyed it, I attached the peaks that life can give. The rain has something to give me always. The dark color of the cloud bounds me to throw me inside myself. FOr a moment the mind is in such awe, It forgets how to think. The inner talk comes to a stop. The bird whispering is beau...

                   "your lifestyle will be the way you make decisions !!" Your mind thinks prior to take decision on anything. If you want to go out tomorrow, you will be making a plan from the day before and while you are asleep you process enough about the plan that the next day you will ultimately go to the desired place by hook or crook. You Don't listen about anything from others about the idea. Despite you got over by some other urgent/important work on the line. SO, It is important to give suggestions to people prior to or after they finished the work. So that they can realize without being hurt. Your actions are all by the decision you made. You can change the way you live. Another, Don't snooze your alarm in the morning. Give yourself 5 minutes to think in the night how many hours of sleep does your body and mind need. Be practical with the decision and sleep accordingly. If you Snooze your alarm your commitment for the...

I live in a society. The norms, values, and understanding are different and weird! HEY THERE! This is 2020. The year of technology and skyrocketing development activities. I am here in south-east Asia in a developing country where education is not the first priority to the government. The people are deeply rooted in superstitious beliefs. My goal is also to work on this and swipe away the root of this kind of beliefs from society. Today I have a story of my society. Normally, I don't hang out with my neighbor because I am away from the house for my study. I live 93 KM away from my home. Due to holidays and lockdown due to coronavirus attack, I am here at home. I have been observing my house, my neighbor and my area. The place is beautiful. Today is a new year. 2077 B.S. started from today. On this auspicious occasion. One of my neighbours near my house conducted "pooja". Yes. They worship God and prepare many religious food and celebrate together with relatives a...

I live in a village-town area. village-town?  Yes, The houses are being constructed and is expanding at a rapid pace. The basic facilities are available. schools are there, road reach to the front yard of my house. Other than this, you have to walk for half an hour to reach the vegetable hub to get fresh vegetables. You have to walk half an hour to reach the area where you can get everything. So I love to call my area village-town area. Today, I wanna talk more about freedom. Freedom of a 3-year-old son of a household mother who lives in front of my house. His father is in abroad like most of the Nepali father who went abroad to earn a living to their families. He is 3 or 4 years old, I don't know but he can speak and walk properly. He has a different world. He runs here and there with no care of COVID-19 currently, the world is facing. He does not care about anything. He just enjoys playing, running with nature. I observe him quite often. Oh! boy what your thought process is. W...

Hey there! This is 2020. I am bored and to overcome my boredom I have come to my brother's house to download some of the movies and enjoy the little bit of time I have got due to COVID19. wait, what? Covid19. Yes Covid19 the virus attack. The attack is not only to my country but all over the world. 209 countries are affected by the virus around the globe. Okay let's talk a little bit about the virus.  Originally started from Wuhan city of China around December 2019. It spread quickly around the globe. The virus happened to transfer from animals to humans. when you get a virus you are supposed to get symptoms like dry coughing, headache, High fever and difficulty in respiration. They transfer to others through the droplets of cough you throw out. The medicine or antidote are not found yet. By the time I am writing this article 1,441,128 confirmed cases are found and 82,992 deaths are registered around the globe. 307,819 have recovered from the attack and return home. China, I...

It all seems yesterday, I changed from that arrogant me to loyal me. From doing for only myself to doing for people. From dreaming to change me to dreaming to change the society. Time has passed. I have come a long way with all my thought, emotions, and belief. You are not who you were yesterday. You will not be who you are today. it's all about growing, realizing, and understanding every bit of step you take towards that one day when you stop breathing and leave everything. Everybody has to die. I have a lot of time before that, to impact on people, find their happiness on their misery. Time will pass.  I realize how The world is still running when my eyes are still closed. The worry of freedom from school was different. The feeling to reach that state, the energy was different. You personify different qualities. You reach to every point you desire. Everything is all about how u work and how u are focused, on what u believe Time has passed. The joy of being at high s...

एउटा बुढो मान्छे , घर सम्म बनाउन सकेर काम बाट अवकाश लिन्छ । उस्को काम आज भोलि घर वोरिपरि को वारि हेर्नू र अन्य समयमा राक्सी खाएर बुडि संघ झगडा गर्नु मात्र छ । उसलाई घमण्ड छ उस्ले घर बनाउन सकेको र दुई छाक टार्न सकेकोमा ।  घर बाट उठेको भाडा बाट घर टरि रा छ । बुडिले सब्जी किन्न पठाउदा रेट अनुसार पैसा दिएर पठाउछिन || उनलाइ डर छ ,बुढोले फेरि रक्सी खाएर आउँछ अनि हल्ला झगडा सुरु गर्छ । उनी न बोल्छिन ,न त केही गर्न सक्ने अवस्थामा छिन ,समाजले दिएको बाध्यतामा बाची रहेछिन । आज 40 बर्ष कटेछ  उनी न बोल्छिन न उन्को emotionको कदर छ । चाहान्छु यो सोच यो पक्ष समाजको सुदृयोस ,अनि चेतना जागोस एस्ता भुसियाको दिमागमा।  मानवको कर्तव्य पहिल्याउन जानुन र महिलाको कदर गरुन !!!

1) सोचले आएका इ सोचहरु थुपारेर मैले चोटले दिएका इ खोलहरु उधारेर मैले एकान्तमा अघि बड्न सिक्नुपर्यो अब बचेका कमि कमजोरीहरु सुधारेर मैले 2) पाएर पनि गुमाउनेलाइ सोध्नुहोस त्यस्को महत्त्व , नपाएर छट्पटीएकालाई पनि सोध्नुहोस त्यस्को महत्व। छुट्टै  छ आकार अनि आरम्भ मायाको , झिनु आस राख्नेलाई सोध्नुहोस त्यसको महत्व 3) म सबै भन्दा धनी छु , एउटा हिमालको टापु नै मेरो , जहाँ मेरो मात्र घर छ।  बाहिरी मान्छे ले मलाइ गरिब देख्छ। भन्छ्न म दु:ख र अभावमा बाचेको छु। म फेदी झर्छु खेती गरेर आफ्नु गुजारा गर्छु , मलाइ आधा लिटर तेल लिन जान 3 घन्टा हिड्नु पर्छ। बिहान बेलुका को छाकका लागि म 365 दिन नै काम गर्छु ।  म बजार जान्छु अनि फर्कदा  फेदी बाट हिमाल हेर्छु र दङ्ग पर्छु  मेरो मात्र घर उ त्याहा माथी ।

१४ बर्षकी तिमी, न मतलब छ, तिमिलाई दुनियाँको न मतलब छ,तिमिलाई अरु कसैको । तिमीलाइ मतलब छ त केवल तीम्रा ती २ भैंसी र ४ बाख्राहरुको । आमा बाबा हुदाको आभास कस्तो हुन्छ थाहा छैन तिमिलाई दादाको अङ्गालो कति सुरक्षीत हुन्छ थाहा छैन तिमीलाई । तिमीलाई थाहा छ त केबल ती बाख्रा र भैंसिहरुको जसलाई तिमी अनगिन्ती माया गर्छौ । कस्तो सपना अनि कस्तो भविस्य बोकेकी छौँ थाया छैन तिमिले, यत्ति थाहा छ,तिमी बढ्ने छौ धेरै अगी अनि पुग्ने छौ धेरै माथी । १४ वर्षकि तिमी , दिइन्छ दुइ छाक, गराइन्छ तिमीलाई काम हरेक रात । आज तिमीलाई मन छैन केही गर्न ,पीडा छ तिम्रो शरिरको तर तिमिले पाउनु छैन भन्न कसैलाई तिमीलाई पालना गर्नु छ केवल आदेशको अनि तिमिलाई मात्र गर्नु छ काम ।। तिमी मत्लब नगर्नु कसैको तिमिलाई माया गर्दैनन कसैले , तिमिलाइ माया गर्छ्न त केवल ती तिम्रा ती २ भैंसी र ४ बाख्राहरुले ।। यती मिठा तिम्रा बोलि,यती राम्रा तिम्रा पाइला बढी रहनु सधै अघि । एउटा इतिहास बनेर,आशा भरोसा र कलपनाको बिचमा बाची रहनु तिमी एउटा जीन्दगी । तिमी हासी रहनु तिमी अघि बढी रहनु तिमीलाइ साथ दिहिरहनेछ...