Ashish

मन मनै सोचे कति गहिरो होला यो मन, के भावानाका डोरि समाएर निस्कन सक्छु म खै? सोच्दै छु, एउटा भावानले पुर्ण रुप लिन नपाउदै आर्को आएर लिप्त भैदिन्छ। सोच्नु के हो? हावाले त्यो रुखको पातलाई हल्लाई रहेको छ, म महसुस गर्न सक्छु। के रुखले महसुस गर्ला त्यस हावालाई? महसुस गर्नु के हो? महसुस त म आफै गर्छु, उनी बसि रहेकी छिन उनी हुनु के हो? उनलाई मैले आफ्नु भन्नू कसरी? के उनी म भित्र छिन, मैले महसुस गर्नु भनेको के म भित्रै हुनु हैन र? बत्ती आएछ, सबैतिर उज्यालो छर्दै छ के म आफुलाई उज्यालो बनाउन सक्दिन र? पानीको आवाजले के बोली रहेको छ म सुन्न सक्छु तर बुझ्दिन, आखिर प्रकृति उदास भएको हो भन्ने प्रतिक्रिया दिए के हुन्छ र प्रतिक्रिया त अहिलेको जङ्गी अड्डा बनेको छ, चाहे मृत्यु होस या जन्म मानिस प्रतिक्रिया पोख्न आतुर भैहाल्छ। सबैको आफ्नु महसुस हुन्छ अनि मेमोरी, मान्छे त्यसरी नै बोल्छ जे डाटा बोकेको छ। म त आफू बुज्न हिड्दै छु मन बुज्न मनको गहिराही बुज्न , रमाको प्रेमी अटाउन सक्ने मन कत्रो हुदो हो, आमाको आँसु घुटुक्क निल्न सक्ने कत्रो साहासि हुदो हो , अपराधिको अपराध लुक्न सक्ने कत्रो मन ह...

I can see they just departed, saying they will meet up tomorrow at 5 o'clock. The conversation went in between the children '200m' ahead. This is the evening time. I am here in the open field. Just staying by myself, staring at those trees extended over '100m'. The children just departed. Two of them went south, one of them went north and three of them went east. I can see they are tired. I can also see the joy in them to meet up tomorrow again. I can see all the beautiful memories in them. I always come to this place. I don't know what the place holds. I always come here and stay alone for hours. This place is beautiful. The trees are beautiful. One man just passes by me with a full sack of grass on his shoulder. Now there is no one. No sound of human being. Only birds are whispering and The sound of the wind. The place is like a musical orchestra. I can see a few concrete buildings in front of me, side by me. But, they are at a distance. Every human being on...

The environment is the key. What-ever you are committed to these days you need to change your environment around so that you can stick to your commitment. It is the key Or else you can slip away easily for so many things. Sometimes it is important to not keep the mobile on your table. Sometimes changing the way the room is decorated can help you see things differently. Small things need to get changed. The way you talk to your family members, the neighbor. It adds flavor to work. It is lockdown, we have enough time for ourselves so we are trying to change our habits, get rid of addiction. But we could not last more than a week and get into the old habit loop. I am also changing my habits. I have overcome a few habits and added so many. So the environment is a prominent thing. change it see differently and see it will change. Another, Share to near people. we are in lockdown. We cannot be with friends so tell your family member what are the habits you are trying to change so ...

What am I teaching to my child? Isn't that the question should parents ask to themselves. Nepali culture is wild. The functions are almost every week. Your whole family members, relatives, close ones get together and spend quality time. But, these gatherings are adding negativity as well. People gather and they just talk about the negative side of people in society and also about the young generation's. He/she is dis-obedient. The new person coming to the house as "Buhari" is not well mannered. All of the talks and gossip is adding the same brain to the younger generation. Criticism is good that makes people better but Criticism should be with positive message, also with the solutions to the young ones. so, that they can learn from the criticism not stay back and think that he/she should take revenge. If your child is not obeying you. Why not ask yourself what is leading him/her to be arrogant. To what people or children he/she hang out with. How did he/she sp...